The half gone bar soaps that no one actually uses. Our girl razors hung up near the shower head. Then I start to cry. It starts slow at first, so slow...I didn’t realize it, but it quickly crescendos into full sobs. Thinking about how all this could be gone or different whenever I come back just pushed me over. I sit down and try to get ahold of myself, reminding myself that this has literally been my life’s dream and I’m achieving it today. I let a little laugh out then sob again. I’m okay. I. Didn’t they teach your anything at journalism school? Off you go.’ ‘What will you do while I’m away?’ ‘Find stuff to fill my column without an assistant.’ ‘Oh god, I should be helping with that.’ ‘Get that great ass moving Macy or I’ll plant my boot into it. You are making me emotionally disturbed with your unremitting loyalty.’ ‘My what?’ Macy yelled as she ran out the doorway with her handbag. Hal took his phone and went to the café to find someone to chat with while waiting for the calls. That was not yet a crime but to house them without reporting it to a block commander was a crime and I took care to not be seen doing anything of the sort.Bremerhaven was a port city and it was more like a boom town of economic upswings and constant labor shortages to move the supplies to all the fronts of the newly established Third Reich.I had to share a small hotel room with a union boss that always had a bottle of British whiskey near at hand to refill his glass that had seen better days. I. Then you will be drained with enema, while draining you, I will soak you in my piss.Or I may just piss up you ass, and take care of the enema that way.When properly drained, it is time for your hair, it will be cut with a knife.This should take about an hour, and reduce you to a sobbing mess.I will set a catheter and block it, while making sure you get a lot to drink.You will then be tied in a?vulnerable?position, blindfolded. That way any noise, and movement will make you wonder what the next.