" Yeah, I agree." Now I'm gonna make you cum," she says."Shit," I say.Chapter 53MY NAME IS JANINE, AND I'm just a sissy. I used to be a man, and the m...nI used to be might have been interested in this is plot, in rebellion, inrisking his life to change the country. But not me. I like my life. Ittook me a long time to learn to like my sissy self.These guys keep talking about me like I'm a victim, but I don't feel likeone, not anymore. Kip is though; they are right about that. Kip and Dirkand all. He had been so happy, looking forward to being away no more than six months before their separation would be over, after all he had been away for over a year when he got his leave. Then that first letter, the news that when he got back to his unit, he found that he had been re-assigned to a rapid reaction force being formed in East Africa. From a nice safe engineering job, he was going to a combat engineer’s unit that could be on the move to anywhere in the world, on just twelve hours’ notice.. As I wait for the elevator to reach my floor I do amental walk around the room, thinking about what I've left out:makeup, shopping bags, my luggage with all of Kevin's clothes. There'sonly two conclusions I figure he can come to: either that I'm anescort or that I'm a crossdresser. The bell sounds as the car arrivesand I step into the empty space, pushing the ground button. A problemfor later, I decide, taking a deep breath as the doors close in frontof me. Ellen Bennet is reflected back at me,. I’d made a bad mistake, with no get out clauses that I could think of, well not for now anyway.I decided that I couldn’t really tell Jen the truth now. Quite clearly she’d feel upset after her own reactions to thinking she really had been fucked by a dog, worse admitted to me she’d enjoyed the recollection of doing it too. When I’d made that exploratory joke to Jenny about it tonight she had demonstrated it obviously excited her more than making her guilty. She had even ‘joked?’ to the pub.