I would never and will never understand why.She lived 200 miles away from me, near the coast. Close enough to smell the salt in the air she had said. ...s we talked, she told me she enjoyed walking on the beach. We discussed that she liked indie music and in particular Roslyn, by Bon Iver and St Vincent. In her words, it gave her goose bumps. I suggested she listen to One Last Night by Vaults. That gets close to giving me goose bumps.I include these details to show that the conversation had. My pinni stayed with his husband in vizag but in different place they dont have kids so they cared about as their own son . When i was 15 it was holidays for me . Pinni’s husband has gone out on a business tour for one week so pinni asked me to come to her home to give her company. I went to her house at night and had dinner next i slept in one room and piinni in the other room . At that time i already knew about sex.Next day morning i woke up and searched for pinni in the hall in kitchen so i. What else is wrong?”Shaken, Cynthia answered, “Some guy tried to create a commune out here.”“That would probably explain the marijuana,” Benny said.Cynthia continued, “Drinking, drugs, and free love turned into drunken brawls, bad trips, and jealous fights. Things got out of hand. Ultimately, they were arrested by the police and everyone took off for the hills.“Before they left, they tore up the place. There are holes in the wall. It’s really bad in the kitchen. They broke the tile in there.. Finally the pretty young Trainee Lady approached and with one finger, pushed my chin up gently and tied the bow for me, smiling patiently at my ineptness. Then She gestured in Her feminine, limp-wristed but dominant manner that I was to run - "Now!" I've never felt more embarrassed in all my life. In fact the spirit of embarrassment and self-consciousness that entered me at that time made its home in me, entrenching itself with all its associate spirits, for most of my life and, from then on, I.