The crackdown on illegal immigration subsequent on the General Election resulted in Lindiwe and most other employees of the Reigate Refugee Centre bei...g forced to resign and find employment elsewhere.But what employment was there for a young African woman where her legal status wasn't an issue? It could only be a profession exactly like the one in which she was currently engaged.Lindiwe stood outside the rear entrance of a grand old house in the securely guarded avenues of Reigate South Park.. ? They raped young girls as their fathers wereforced to watch.? They killed poor,defenseless old men as their grandchildren looked on. They forced sisters andmothers to have sex with their own sons and brothers.? ?They stripped an entire family naked, then forced them to slowlywalk humiliated through town to their execution the entire village looked on.? Raising her head to make eye contact for the first timesince she began to speak, Anna said ?Marla, this journal was written by amonster, a. By then, she had moved into a sitting position on the couch and her shaking fingers were quickly buttoning up her blouse. Then, as she was starting to stand, her fingers pulled up the zipper on her shorts.Billy had reacted with a speed that I didn't know existed. As she came to a standing position in front of me, I heard the front door close behind him.As Jana and I looked at each other, I found my eyes stray momentarily to her chest. The sight of the top of her flesh mounds beneath the blouse. On waking I find that you’re gazing at me. I smile at you but inside my head the alarm bells are ringing because you aren’t supposed to desire me this much.There’s not much I can do now but see this out until the end and it pains me that I’m so weak I’ve allowed myself to come to this place.I reason with myself, try hard to convince myself that using you like this is okay, but as I look at you, looking at me with lust in your eyes, the voice in my head tells me “this is empty, this isn’t.