The guilt was so sudden and powerful that she turned away, leaving the necklace behind as she gather her bags and headed out the door, her stomach in ...ight knots.Victoria Vega was no longer a virgin, but she was not an adult yet either- she was in a strange limbo between ch*ld and woman, and it was possibly the worst place, physical or metaphorical, the good Catholic Latina had ever been.* * * Speaking of bad places, Freddie was finding out how painful glass can be once it's embedded in the. . either!" She said shivering."Let's go inside honey, I don't want you getting sick. If you get sick you can't come and see me this Friday."He led her back inside, and after informing Cindy of what their little girl had done; he put her to bed and kissed her forehead. He couldn't help but feel how cold her room was.He got an idea. He ran downstairs for a medium sized bowl and walked back into Sarah's room.He closed his eyes and allowed himself to feel the wind around him. Arrian could feel each. Does this mean I am gay? Am I going to hell? Will Ibecome known as a queer? All the things that didn't matter just a fewminutes ago now seemed like major life decisions.I made an awkward lie and told her that I had to go. I got dressed andleft. I had trouble sleeping that night with so many thoughts goingthrough my head. Would I die of shame? Am I gay? What is wrong with me?I finally fell asleep and slept in late on Sunday. My thoughtsimmediately turned to Dennis / Denise. I realized that what. .. Cherrill says that I have potential, and I..." She was suddenly embarrassed to talk about these extremely private feelings, especially her deep yearning for violent, lethal penetration of her body.Lisa smiled, and Victoria suddenly gasped as she felt her awareness expanding into Lisa's mind. She could feel the warm acceptance of her presence here and was aware that Lisa was absorbing and examining those exact private thoughts and feelings that she'd been unable to articulate only a moment.
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