. Actually I did not have any bad thoughts, we just did a casual chat.. Now I had my internals and did not reply to any of her messages,.. She called ...e at night and told “i like u, please do not avoid me”.. I told tat “no sakshi, I am busy in my internals” so she sent me a smiley and told okay bye.. C u after internals.. I actually wanted to avoid her, because I was not interested in love..There came her birthday..I actually wanted to give her a surprise.. I phoned on her b’day and wished. On the second day at a very comfortable nice resort in Barbados, I spotted a truly well hung black man walking across the nude beach area. I turned to Ana, asking if he was the sort of guy she wanted. Anita looked at him and answered with an enthusiastic yes, adding that she would try later to get his attention. We spent the rest of the afternoon sunning at the beach and later went to hang out in the hot tub.We had been there in the tub for a while, when that huge black man walking earlier on. Gotta remember I’ve got someone else in the house,” she said as she tied the belt around her waist and walk over to the coffee pot. “No, it’s ok Mom,” I said, not quite looking at her. “It’s your house.” “Thank you dear, but really, I hope I didn’t embarrass you too much.” “No sweat, really, I mean, it was nothing. Um… so, you have any plans today?” I asked, as I tried to look back up at her. Her cheeks were red as she as she poured herself a mug, and she smiled shyly at me as she pulled out a. Investigate some video booths. I took a shower, brushed my teeth and off I went to discover my fate. When I left the house I was so nervous, every nerve was on end, and my heart was palpitating, but as i grew closer to my destination I started to calm down. I convinced myself that this place was respectable and wouldn't allow that sort of shenanigans. As I walked through the door it hit me again. It felt like the bottom had dropped out of the room, my head was swimming and my heart would have.