The evening had been fun, their constant attention flattering, and he was drunk.After the others left for their cabins, the crew member trio asked Nat...an if he would like to dance. When he informed them that he hadn't a clue about how to do that, they all chimed together that they would teach him. The wardroom table was pulled aside, a record put on the player, and María pulled him up out of his chair. Since Nathan towered above all these women, he felt like he was dancing with little. Wanting to shout, Holy shit! all I could do was think it. The feelings running through me were not unfamiliar, but their intensity was. My pot boiled faster than any flame could do. I’d lost my concept of time. Soon I was shaking and mentally screaming, Fuck YES! More, more. Give me more! Fucking-A unbelievable. That degenerated, even mentally, into gibberish. Somewhere in my mind, I did feel a tremendous flood of intense warmth flowing into me. It lasted much longer and filled me to. When the car stopped she started to pick up her shoes and would have fallen if I hadn't caught her. I picked them up, handed them to her and got out my key. I was trying to unlock the door when she pulled my face down and kissed me again.I got the door open and when we were inside I kissed her and at the same time unzipped her dress. She stepped back a little and let it fall to the floor. I pulled her to me again and her body was warm and soft. I unhooked her bra and pulled out from between. Yet his 220 muscular frame hide his true nature fromothers. He had tried to look and dress like the girl he saw in hismind, but it never worked not with how he looked. Girls flocked to himand he had slept with a few but they never appealed to him. Neither didmen or gay guys. Tgirls were interesting, but not enough to have a realconnection. He had thought of transitioning as he had the money but allthe test results he had with different experts said he was an allAmerican boy.Yet still he.