” I must have looked confused … no wait a minute he could see, using whatever sense he had, the confusion in my head. He must know exactly what I ...as thinking. Fuck, this is scary. OK let’s have this out.“Can you read my mind?”“Not exactly. I can receive sensory information and pick up your emotions, but unless you address me in your mind, I don’t know your exact thoughts. For instance you saw the nurse, I saw the nurse. You got a little excited by her, I can see and indeed feel that excitement. When I worked in the Brothel as a prostitute I wore very different clothes, was seen as a servant of men's lust and was treated with as much contempt as I am now treated with honour. I am essentially the same person but in my capacity as a whore I truly earned the disrespect that was shown towards me, for I was indeed nothing better than an expensive diversion for men who would be better focusing their attentions on higher spiritual values. But it is not for me to condemn. The Lord's will is. *****Well, we finally got tripped up. We all knew that it was going to happen, we just didn't know when. We had been at Carlsbad Cavern for just over two years and had a population of nearly 3,000. OK, 2,968 in total, if you must know. Of these, 979 were classifiable as children, so we had an ever growing population. By this time, we had solved most of our major problems, but we still had not worked out all the details of herding cattle inside a cave.Anyway, we were given away by Gen. Arbuckle,. The thoughts stopped. Time itself stopped as the pain overpowered all my electrical circuits. I had already taken off the swim trunks, so that I could let the diarrhea freely shoot into the ocean. No struggle, simply let it go. The abdominal cramps had grown worse during the time in the cove. Though, there had been a point of mental and emotional exhaustion where the pain nerves could no longer be really excited. It was a point of letting go, a point of complete surrender to let pain and.