John for the first time ever you have disappointed me, DeRonda added as she wrapped her arms around me. DeRonda and I stood there in front of John cry...ng in each others arms. I watched John sink down into the couch. He rubbed his hands on his thighs and he wiped his eyes then his nose with his hand. John stood up and he walked to the kitchen where he threw that box into the wastebasket. There I wont take them anymore, John said as he sat back onto the couch. DeRonda released her hug from me as. For the next several weeks, many of the boys stopped by – first one tentative visit blossoming into multiple single visits to groups of two or three, including several of the guys bring friends I had never met, ready for me to be on my knees in front of them. The first time one brought two friends with him, I was unsure what to do. I offered them beers (as they had been stopping by after basketball and I always had cold beers for the underage drinkers) and was scared to make a move to get to. He wondered if that could, somehow, be turned to his advantage.The next day, Mike walked to school, worried about the two tests that he had to take, knowing that he wasn't properly prepared for them. He hadn't been able to concentrate much on his studying last night, mainly because his mind, and all of his thoughts, had constantly been turning back to the events in his garage earlier in the day.He was normally a very good student, and being unprepared for a test, was an uncomfortable new. ....uurnett calling." My Dear how lovely it is to hear from you so soon," came cheerfully intomy ear."Thank you," I said again quietly and nervously, not quite sure of whatelse to say. My hands were feeling sweaty, as was under my collar. I hadto use my handkerchief to wipe the hand piece before it slipped from mygrasp."Are you sitting down, is there anyone else around?" she asked."No I'm at home by myself and I'm sitting in my bedroom." That's good, now just relax, you know you've told me an.