And I got this strange feeling. I couldn’t shake it. So I was looking at porn one day- yeah I admit it -it wasn’t just the girls that was getting ...e going. I ... I think I might be gay ... or half gay, or something.“You’re telling me this, why,” Jimmy looking a bit concerned.“I don’t know who to turn to, everybody else might make fun of me.”“What about Nazz?”“I ... she caught me once. I sat my phone down once, thinking it was safe, she came out the bathroom faster than I thought and saw it. I. .. He is a hunk but I dont like him very much. I fell asleep as we talked and woke up to hear Peg singing in the shower and I drifted off again when I saw it was only 6:30. Christ she couldn't have had more than about 3 hours sleep. I woke up again when Peg kissed me and said see you at breakfast. John had asked us to meet him at breakfast at 8: this morning. I was still groggy and asked where are you going and she smiled down at me and said I am going to wake John up and have some fun. I sat. It always scared Michelle when Kara looked at her that way. She just didn't seem to ever get a good read out of Kara."Well, I was thinking that maybe we could get some vodka, because I know it's your favorite Tara," Chelle said with a wink, "and maybe have a little house party. We could either invite people or just the three of us. And, maybe we could order out some Chinese? What do you guys think?" I think it sounds great! But, let's just make it the three of us for tonight. I'm not really in. Tamara had made her northward journey from Surrey to Lancaster in far less time than it would now take her to return south, but that earlier journey had been paid for by the St. John-Easton estate. In comparison to her current travelling conditions, the journey by maglev train from London to Manchester and then by steam train to the faded seaside town of Morecambe had been one of unparalleled luxury. Tamara felt more grand than she'd ever felt before in the company of those so wealthy that they.