I had mixed feelings, it had been extremely erotic, the orgasms were the best I had ever had, deep, powerful releases, almost spiritual, but I also fe...t broken, definitely used, like a slab of tenderised meat. My fingers traced the raised welts on my pubic mound and my lower belly, they were thick, and angry. everywhere I touched stung. I got up slowly and walked to the closest mirror. My body was a mass of red whip marks, my cunt-lips looked deformed, grotesquely swollen, and blackening to the. Dad had been watching my wife playing with our children. I noticed the tears forming in the corner of his eyes. Dad said in passing as he wiped his eyes how much he wished he had known his own mother. He did not elaborate, but that simple idea prompted me to start asking some questions. Questions that I never asked while I was growing up. I mean as a child I never gave any thought about the absence of a grandmother. I knew that other people had two grandmothers, but when someone has never been. Then while I was watching the porno in my dream all of a sudden i couldent move this black women with huge duble ds apeared from under my set and started sucking my cock real hard like she was trying to drink my pee. She began fingering my ass I struggled but couldnt move still. Then her tongue got real long like 20 inches and she slide it up my ass hole mmm i said cuse it felt so could i couldnt contral my voice i moaned load then i woke up cuse my coworker bob said i was asleep it time to go. Cecil Faye.I was sitting there on that folding metal chair. Cecil was charming like he always was. I like him a lot, and that feeling was a little different than these sex feelings I was having about him while the two of us sat there. I wasn't paying that much attention to what he was talking about, but it seemed he had all these questions about my boyfriend. Gosh, I didn't even HAVE a boyfriend right now.''''I remembered something one boy had said when I sucked his dick. I thought it was cute..