" With a heartbroken look on her face she hung her head and look as if she was going to cry.Now standing beside her, I said "I'm sorry that you had to...hear that from me Mary, I thought you knew." Suddenly she turned towards me and wrapped her arms around me in a hug. "I know, and I appreciate you telling me that. I wasted a lot of years on someone who I thought loved me, but now I know he didn't. And to think I stay faithful to that jackass all this time." Then she reached up and kissed me. She has red hair, a 34D bust, and is a little chunky in the bottom, still very shapely. She is quite anxious about anyone being able to see her nipples, so she wears thick bras that accent her shape but prevent anything from popping up, so to speak. One morning, I got up at my usual early hour, and wnet into the kitchen to start coffee. I found Jenny getting a drink from the fridge, dressed in only a long T-shirt and nylon panties, the kind I like that cover the butt, not a thong. She had. I want to look away, but my body is completely frozen. Actually, that is not true. One part of my body is still working and that would be my tear ducts. Periodic tears are leaking from my eyes because of what is going on inside the car. The macabre show is chipping away at my soul bit by bit.I really should stop getting ahead of myself and tell who I am. My name is Suki Yamamoto. I have long brown hair and I am in my last year of high school. I am a totally average girl with few special. . she couldn’t come up with the words that would have described what losing all of what she had now would have done. Well, it wouldn’t have done anything to her, really, because she would just have denied it all and walked away, most likely. But it would have been her destroying Josh, shattering him into a million pieces, possibly making it impossible for him to even live with it.Was it schadenfreude that she felt joy knowing that this wasn’t happening to her? That she would get out of this.