. I just need time to think," said Josh."Time's running out for that," said Darnell. "You wanna be a man, yougotta make some of the hard choices in li...e." * * * "I stuck around St. Petersburg when I saw it was a time for a change. Killed the Czar and his ministers. Anastasia screamed in vain." -- Mick Jagger and Keith RichardsPart IV The Sixth Day of Creation The Abode of Lord Satan ParadiseTurok bowed low before a gleaming crimson throne of blinding,. I can help him, can't I? He doesn't have to be like that. I... I..."Shawna swallowed hard and took a gamble, remembering Yvonne's drug-induced ramblings of the night Connor had called Hope over."Why don't you start with Uncle Bob?"Yvonne flinched and paled, her eyes widening to the point that Shawna got up and moved around the table."Yvonne?" I don't want to talk about that." Alright," Shawna conceded, eying her carefully to see if she really meant it."He wasn't my uncle, not really. When I was. I’ve wanted you all my life. You couldn’t possibly know how much I want you and how many times i’ve thought about you and fantasized about you and dreamed about you.” Then I held my breath waiting for her reaction. I didn’t have to wait long before she said simply, “Me too.”After that it all came flooding out, from both sides. She had felt the way I had all those years, but she too had been afraid that if she let on then we would be separated again, as we had been when we were children. She. It was jan 2008. When I came back for short period at home. Meri shuru se hi jyoti me bahut interested tha. I was shy in nature so I never had courage to purpose her.mujhe dil hi dil me lagta tha ki shayad vo bhi mujhe pyar karti hai.Lekin himmat nahi thi mujhme.. ek shaam ko main uske ghar unka kuch saman vapis karne gaya. Tab vo aur uski maa hi ghar me the. Vaise unke parivar me vo 04 member hi the. Vo, uski mom, dad and elder brother. Darvaza jyoti ne khola. Vo mujhe dekh kar khus hui aur.