. NOW!!!" He shrugged his shoulders, andwalked over."She's subtle, isn't she?" I said, moving in closer.Kenny stiffened. "Look, Jess, don't take this ...he wrong way,but..."My heart sank. "But, what? I'm sorry. I came on too strong."Lisa was right."That's not it at all." I could see Lisa straining to listen in."It's just..." I was just playing. I didn't mean anything," I said,apologetically. I wanted to kill myself. "I'm sorry. Really."I started crying. I don't know why. I felt ridiculous."Don't. I switched to a Gillette razor and pulled over the bath mirror. I closelymoved the sharp instrument over my skin. After finishing, I looked downand saw that I did not need to do my chest as it was smooth as silk still.I got out of the tub and picked up the towels I left sitting on theradiator. Nothing beats a warm fluffy bath towel wrapped around one'sbody.I started my makeup. I had always done eye shadow but never had thecourage to apply eyeliner or false lashes. Today I crossed that. Main sochti thi ki agar main bhi apne husband ko anal fuck kar sakoon, so that he also knows about the feeling. But never had the courage to ask that because i think wo mujhe galat na samjhe. To ek din meri aur Rishi ki simple talk chal rhi thi, hum halka phulka mazak kar rahe to maine Rishi se pucha ke agar main kahoon main tumhe anal fuck karna chahti hoon, to kya tum man jaoge. To Rishi ne bat ye keh kr palat di ke tum definitely nahi chahogi ke tumhara husband gay ban jaye or mardo ke sath. “I think so, at least I’ve come to feel that way over the past few weeks after all this shit hit the fan.”Don asked, “Were you jealous when you saw KC fucking that other guy?”“Yes, definitely.”“Did you think she was going to leave you for him?”“Maybe. I got angry.”“KC loves you; she’s not going to leave you for some asshole drummer. I know the guy; he’s about as unreliable as they come, but I hear he’s a good fuck. Edie did him one time.”“My God, what did you think?”Don laughed, “I wasn’t.