Nor was I dependent on her for everything I did. She helped me, but my confidence level was rising everyday. The Honda trike was the real game changer... It was hard to imagine how terrified I had been of traffic before the trike. I was still very, very careful in traffic. I could only imagine what my reaction would be to the traffic in a town like Jackson or even oxford.I even came up with a new hobby over the last couple of weeks. At first I went to a meeting of the Alcoholics Anonymous support. His fingers curled inside me, moving back and forth. My body responded, growing hotter. The pain of his fingers were driving me lustfully insane. “That’s right, Kitten. I can feel your wetness on my fingers. You’re growing hot for me. You love what I’m doing. Don’t you, Kitten.” He grinded against me again, lifting ever so slightly. He lifted off of me slightly, and I squirmed. I wanted my freedom. His fingers bit into my neck. “Be still, Kitten, or I’ll hurt you more.” He growled in my hear.. I then read Mathew’s words. "Ooooh fuck, yeah, cccuuummmiiinnngg! Deana you're so fucking sexy. I cannot wait to come for a visit and make love to you all night, and more." Well then get your sweet ass over here then." Just my ass? LOL. " No smarty pants, the whole man. God I wish we were fucking!" Me too, I'm still horny! Baby, suck me hard so we can fuck."Both men know darn well I cannot resist sucking a cock. . As I chatted, you moved so I could suck your cock and still see what Mathew was. "Just fantisizing about Allison again, I can't-" man up and ask?" she took the words right out my mouth. She knows it."Sometimes, I feel like girls know way too much about how guys think, and we don't know enough about you." If it makes you feel any better, I can tell you what would make me say yes." she discreetly slips her hand under the waistband of my briefs (told you I'm a nerd)."No."This takes both of the effects I wanted it to. She halted her advance on me, and remembered what I told.