My anxieties about Diana and all the men in her proximity, especially Eric, were as bad as before. There was no rational reason for them not to be. Bu... at the same time, I felt loved. That made my focus shift towards something more positive today. Before last night, I was caught in an emotional singularity of thought. Everything was dark and fear based, I was only thinking about losing my wife and all that it meant. I was questioning all the decisions I made for years back in time.Today, I know. I startedto smile as they began to hold their arms out to keep from touchingtheir dresses just as girls have to do when wearing such dresses. Theylooked so cute with their delicate walking and arm posturing, I tookfive more pictures of them going from room to room in such a delicateway. When it was about 5:00 I had them go back to my bedroom.Now, Jenny, I want you to ask Samantha to unbutton your dress and untieyour sash. Say please and use "her" name. Jenny knowing they had toget undressed. ”Heather burst into tears, crying uncontrollably. With the help of the others, she regained her composure and asked Adam to continue, not wanting to draw out the proceedings any longer than necessary.Adam continued, “The only exception to that stipulation is Stella now will own her pub outright, 100%. This has taken the accountants and the lawyers a while to sort out, but it's all done now. Making sure it was in accordance with Jayjay’s will was paramount. It is this part that I have a detailed. “But you shouldn’t do that, even if you know I’m going to be here. They’ll fire you in a minute. I’ll just get docked.”She shrugged. “I don’t give a shit. It’s not like I can’t get another minimum wage job.”Sally was cool. I dug her. She was my age, a petite brunette, and thinner than mountain air, couldn’t have weighed a hundred pounds. In summer, she always wore a tube top underneath her A&P jacket—we had to wear these stupid, oversized red-and-white striped jackets, like some bad barbershop.