But after a few stops, a guy came up to me and checked the seat number and climbed up and sat near me. He turned towards me and gave me a gentle smile...and said, hello! And I greeted him back. Then we went back to an awkward silence and I took out my earphones and was listening to my travel playlist.Usually, in AC sleepers, each passenger is provided with a blanket and pillow. I slid into my blanket and closed my eyes, listening to my music. Just after two or three songs, I felt something. “Hey babe”, I said loud enough for her to hear, “what’s going on”?Carmen appeared in the doorway already dressed in a long flowing wrap. “Holy crap, it’s starting”. “I’ve never felt so much pressure in my boobs and the urge to express my milk is unreal”.She didn’t wait for my reply but said she was heading for the clinic right away and that I would need to call the nanny to take care of Jr.As soon as Carmen was out the door I called Teresa our nanny and she came right over to pick up Jr and. As a boy I never once dared comehere. This was the realm of girls. And yesterday the shopping went sowell. But yesterday my skirt was more modest, and I was just in a normalsupermarket. Now I was surrounded by lace and ruffles.At least I was left alone. By the saleswomen, I mean. I would never havebeen able to articulate what I wanted. Why had I ever come here alone? Iurgently needed some help. From Biene or Svenja.I had read the label on my teddy. But that didn't help much. Nearly everypiece. “You can only call me Nobie if you can give me your name.” Her eyes look straight back into mine and she calmly says, “I’m Sara.” and with that she leans in and kisses my cheek. As she takes her arms off me just stare at her for a moment. My starring has caused her to giggle again and I return the giggle with a small laugh of my own. Over her shoulder her friend looks at me with a smile on her face. “Did she introduce me?” She asks nicely. “Ummm… no, she didn’t.” I reply. “Oh… well.