Grey short trousers, blazer with the school crest on it, cap, grey socks and black shoes, shirts and even new underwear, vests and pants. I had ne...er had so many new clothes all at one time. The shop assistant was a very young and very pleasant young man....he gathered all my new clothes on the counter and then asked the question which made my heart thump and fill me with dread, "and what about his corset madame". My mother coughed nervously and said "erm...I havn't told him. ’ She opened the lid and touched the purple velvet that lined the trays and marveled at how the trays lifted as the lid came up. ‘Oh thank you, Precious, it’s just lovely,’ she breathed. ‘You’ll never know how much this means to me.’ ‘You’re my best friend, it’s just a thank you for being here for me my whole life. I’ve got to get ready to go to the school and the rehearsal. I’ll carry that up with me when I come.’ I told her and readied myself for the day. When I reached the kitchen, dad and. I saw the two wedding pictures briefly when I went upstairs, but didn’t examine them. Yeah, I know exactly what she means. It’s harder to treasure your wedding photo when there’s someone in there who shouldn’t be, you always get distracted. It’s like my high school yearbook with my scuzz-bucket ex having his photo on the same page as mine. God, I still have no idea what I ever saw in the jerk; I guess it was peer pressure to have some kind of relationship, however abusive.”But we weren’t quite. I'm obviously feminised and obviously cowed which makes it impossible topresent myself in a way thats complementary to women. Are they laughing orraging or do they just pity me? Substance or the lack of it swamped underthe complete absence of style and it turns me on in the only way thatsleft to me. Out like this at two o clock in the afternoon I feel moremounted than I do with two cocks in my fat bottom at two o'clock in themorning. I can't say I'm being made do this but I can't not do it.