I so wanted to let the world know of my passion for this woman, the excitement she brought to my everyday existence, the excitement I felt being one w...th her when we made love, or just held each other's hand when no one was looking.This one night a friend shared a text sent by her oldest daughters that Kim had taken her last breath of life earlier that morning and was now at peace in Heaven, finally free of her frail body.Just decades before, that sexy, beautiful body was making passionate love. I wanted to get her all turned on and horny before we got out of the shower. This could be an interesting opportunity for me, I thought.I lathered up her back slowly, reaching around to do her stomach as she leaned back into me. There was a sharp intake of breath when I grabbed her big fat titties from behind and started soaping them up. Her nipples were rock hard even with all the soap. I lathered up again and moved down her belly and into her kinky bush. She parted her legs slightly as I ran. I also followed her in kitchen she was making tea, I just went behind her and touched my penis to her ass little and came at side she was shocked with my activity and asked what are you doing? I said do you require help she said no its fine and thenI was seeing her sexy cleavage standing there in kitchen, she was busy in her work, suddenly she saw me that I was seeing her breast, she blushed and said breakfast is ready then we came to table. I was becoming mad while sitting at table I said her. Ah but man, I bet his long fingers that tied knots so easily would be..."Larry said you wanted me?"I blushed from my toes upward. Nice choice of words there JC."No." I said and corrected myself, flustered. "I mean yes. But. Sit." I managed to get out and sat behind my desk gesturing to chair a safe distance away.Now with his hand on the small of my back we entered the hotel lobby. It was an over familiar gesture and I allowed it unsure how to stop him. Oddly it was very light, hardly touching.