It's a real kick in the pants when something like this happens after a lifetime of doing the things that are supposed to keep it from happening. I'm n...t too proud to tell you, I'm scared. My body has started doing things on its own that it never did before. I used to be able to fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. Last night's the first good night's sleep I've had in weeks. My food's off. Stuff that I'd normally stuff myself with has lost its attraction. I just don't have any appetite. It had only been slightly more thansix months since my life really started, yet so much had happened that itfelt like years had passed.I continued to ponder on everything that had happened as the day unfolded.I thought about the night when I met Scott for the first time while we wereat Johnny's party. I remembered how insistent Emily and Ethan were that Ishould get up on stage. I remembered how afraid I was to do so. But thatone song had changed my life in more ways than I could count. Not only. I was expecting you to just crash as soon as I was out the door." Nah, it's best not to." Felicia and Liz both looked at Bill as hechimed in. "I mean, it's like jet lag; when you stay up clear throughthe night and then don't stay up through the day too, it throws offyour sleep cycle, your mealtimes, all your biorhythms. Probably screwsup a woman's cycle too, but I can't personally vouch for that one."Felicia and Liz looked skeptical. "What?"Felicia: "Biorhythms? I thought they went out of. When he reached the dining room, dinner was already on the table and he immediately saw with a sense of disappointment that his father was seated at the table. Then his mother came in from the kitchen carrying a hot plate of vegetables and she looked at him. "Maybe I did dream all this," he thought to himself. Norma smiled gently at Bobby as if nothing out of the ordinary had ever happened. It was a warm smile, but nothing unusual and it made him begin to doubt his sanity. He thought she ought.