She knew she was going to need it. It was strange being reminded that she hadn't actually submitted to Gary. She felt that in so many ways, she alread... had. It was true that he was playing with her already. And she loved it. But he hadn't pushed her at all. He was right. And she was pleased about it. She knew she could choose to do, or not do, anything she liked. She didn't want to choose to play. Not after she'd promised. She sighed. I 'wanted' to please him. That's what I chose. That's how. With each stroke his finger made my lust grew, the cotton of my panties was growing wet now. I wanted more, so I rolled to face him and kissed him. A jolt of passion ripped through me and I knew that soon I would be lost. Still that nagging thought held in the back of my mind 'we can't fuck, no matter what.' My tongue drove deep into his mouth exploring places it never should have known. My hands touched his chest, the same chest that I had watched as a c***d, grow and mature. It was no longer. What if I found I couldn’t? All this glib talk of bondage and dogging would be just that: glib talk. I needed to resolve this as soon as possible.We discussed the quickest way to do it, and given our lack of experience on how to find men to fuck, the obvious thing seemed to be to see if Sam would screw me. After all, that was the way we had left it. So we decided, first thing Monday morning, Dan would contact him to see if we could fix a date. The sooner the better, from my point of view. I was. We cuddled and kissed for a few minutes. We paused so Penny could join me in nakedness. We lay side by side, cuddling and kissing each other.Penny purred in my ear, "What do you want to do tonight, lover?" I don't know, as long as we do it slow. We have all night together." I read about 69. Do you know what I mean?" Yes, I read about it too," I answered. "Do you want to try it?" It sounds like fun." OK. I'll switch around." I switched so my cock was in front of Penny's head and I was facing her.