The three women got a little a head of me. I fell in behind them about 15 feet away. I could hear her laughter and I was in heaven, I was in hell. I q...ickened my pace until I was about 6 feet behind them. Everything I had prepared to say was gone, but then in a voice loud enough to be heard, I said, ‘Excuse me, Mrs. Castleton.’ Maggie stopped, glanced at her friends and then turned to face me, saying ‘Can I help youuuuu…’ her eyes widened, she became pale, she stammered, ‘JJJJohnnn? John, is. “You’re too young to be talking or dressing like that” I said trying to sound as much as I could as her dad“You know you like what I’m wearing” she said while giving me a innocent lookI stayed silent“Lets just have fun” she said“Yeah lets have fun” said Claire, who I had completely forgotten was there.I was still in shock and wasn’t thinkingHannah put her hands on my belt and took it off, I didn’t try to fight it, in my mind I knew I wanted it and I should just go for it. By the time I decided. I now knew that what I had done with her had resulted in present pain and possible farther reaching consequences in her future. I really felt bad. She was looking at me expectantly, obviously expecting me to make some response."First Sandy, you are very special to me. You are the first girl I've touched or held like that, ever. I think of your mom and Donna as being special also, but for different reasons. Whatever happens between your mom and I, or even between Donna and I really shouldn't. She seemed rather content. Either she was completely unaware of the consequences for our future or she just didn’t care. Maybe breaking us up had been the plan all along. She could have done that easier, in a less hurtful way.“Feeling better now?” she asked.“No.”“I’m going to spend the day with Danny. And the whole time until we can leave. We’ve already brought my stuff into his room. Afterwards I will be yours again, at least until you mention Julie again.” She explained this very calmly.“No.”.