After a few moments I shrugged and continued my lecture.“So it’s not the drug itself that causes the withdrawal, it’s actually your depleted ser...tonin stores that make you feel terrible. The more you use the drug…” I drew a long arrow across the board, “The more your brain thinks it doesn’t have to produce serotonin and dopamine. This leaves the addict feeling chronically depressed, and eventually leads to a craving for more of the drug.”Amanda and I exchanged few words over the next few days.. “You like playing games right?”I took the tie which she gifted. Tied her hands. And made her stand straight and placed the ciggie in her mouth. I told her the deal is for 30 seconds while you stand with your hands tied I will lick you and the ciggie should not fall. Or else you would be punished.I went down on her while she was standing and started licking her. She somehow managed 15 seconds but the ciggie fell. She said please don’t stop. I said rules are broken. I made her bend. I can see. I saw her head turn slightly towards my reflection. I quickly turned away, looking towards the ground, and felt my face grow hot. ‘Damn it, damn it, damn it, damn it.’ I cursed myself. I almost felt her head looking my direction. I looked out the corner of my eye and saw her bending over in her seat, trying to look at my face. I was freaking out slightly and quickly stood up and walked to the next car over to get myself a drink. I got myself a grapefruit drink and went back to my chair. When. Monday, 26 May, 2014Roanoke, Virginia“So, they’ve been consolidating their gains and absorbing their new recruits, just as we have prepared this defense in depth. It seems that Charlottesville’s defenses are greatly augmented, of course, and that Norfolk, Lancaster, Stanardsville, Twin Lakes, several others, are really putting their pieces of the jigsaw puzzle together now. It’s a genuine defensive line now,” Austin informed me now.“Very well. Very well indeed. Let’s formally name this the.