As my tired fingers were shaping the clay, I finally hadthe time to be with my own thoughts. No sounds, no bothering from the mastersand no distractio.... My imagination was slaved in the cold earth matter but my mindwas free to rove in my memories from the past months. What was going tohappen with me? Why me in first place? The questions started to flow in my head like a mountain rivercurrent. The allusion with the water made me thirsty so I left my unfinishedsculpture and headed to the sink. Tracey had to turn a few times so that her front, back and both sides were photographed and then the girl giggled and said,?Right that should be enough, can I have her form and we can get her properly registered and off your hands.?Tracey saw the look of confusion on his face again and this time he spoke up,?Well I don't actually want her off my hands.? he said and when it was the clerks turn to look confused he carried on, ?I just wanted the pictures taken as part of her registration and then. I am selective and cautious about whom I share my bed.”Also,” another drink and deep breath, “this is a clothing optional house, and the reason I am wearing a robe. I do want you to stay and be comfortable, and before we make any decisions about our making a go of this, I wanted you to know some potential obstacles. I am not going to stop being with Heidi because I love her. I tried to do so once before and I eventually resented my partner. You will be the only man I am with unless things. ..but the weekly cruising continued. The lust inside him grew until one Friday night, he couldn’t resist and finally made an offer to a woman. Thank God, she wasn’t a cop, so, like before, Kyle had her separate the likely cops from the true women of the night. And, just like that, Kyle was again as deep into his sex addiction as before.However, it only took two weeks before Lisa started asking too many questions about where he was on Friday nights. To solve the problem, Kyle got another job:.