At that point she fell forward flat on her stomach on the bench seat gasping. Oh my God that was the best ever, Pam said. Connie looked at me and said... “Told you”. Connie, since you know so much about her, does she know how to finish a blow job? Connie just smiled at me and leaned down and grabbed Pam by the hair and pulled her back up off the seat. Here she said, finish what she started in this hole. Holding Pam by the hair still, she looked her in the eye and said, “Suck his dick. " I then relatedwhat Kelly had said in her email."That's a crock, when I was in my 20's before the Navy, I looked intothat. It's all a sham and the drugs they give you are harmful. Don'teven explore that, Promise me." Ok dad, Thanks for listening," I said feeling a bit down at hearing itwas possible to get the best of both worlds as I thought I wanted it."Honey this is something you will have to talk to Dr. Louis about," hefinally said."Your right dad, I am sure she will explain and help me. Our journey on the Tube was, for me, one mixed with desire and apprehension, What if her cousin was awful, what if she disliked me, was I being used in a way that I didn’t really understand? However, Karen’s hand in mine, and her body next to mine kept my fears at bay until we arrived at her house, in a quiet suburban street not far from Finchley Central station. It looked like a typical Victorian terrace house from the outside, but it was anything but that. It had been so extensively. My dress was round my neck and a man stood over me having a good look at what was on view. He smiled in a very friendly way and asked if I was alright and helped me to my feet, telling me I had better have a sit down so we should go into the shed. I was protesting as he lead me past an old grass cutting machine and when he removed a loose panel of planks was sobbing with fright and quickly played my last ace by telling him that my brother would be mad to know I had been spying on him. He.