As I went back in the house I thought to myself “Oh shit, I have to have something for him to help me with.” I quickly ran upstairs and pulled som... boxes off the top shelf in our bedroom closet. I also put away the dildo that was on the night stand, though I thought that might give him the idea that I wanted to fuck. Just as I was finishing up the door bell rang. Tim was standing on the porch very anxiously. Before I opened the door I rubbed my nipples though my small bikini to insure they were. ” “And where were you in this fantasy?” “I was, uh, was over on that chair.” “Watching me?” “Yes.” “Watching another man make love to me?” “Yes.” “And you could do that and still love me?” “Yes, Audrey, very much so.” “This explains something that has been nagging at me since that night. I distinctly remember telling you to ‘fuck me harder and you responded oddly.” “What did I say Aud?” “You said, ‘Fuck her, fuck her hard,’ and it confused me.” “I said that?” “Yes. It was like you. I dimly remembered the news and thought Imust have been watching or reading something important to have fallenasleep on the sofa before the memories of the mindless rubbish I had beenwatching came flooding back to me.Liberty had left.For the first time in my life I was free. It was not that constrainedfreedom which I had previously had at weekends which initially camerushing at me on a Friday night as I tried to finish everything on my deskbefore heading out with my colleagues and then which. "Here is what I looked like as a student, when I was still aninfidel by the name of Dante Estrada. Was I not handsome in thosedays?"Yes, Mick had to admit, the young man in the picture was very goodlooking. He was what people in the Philippines call a mestizo, a personof mixed race, and he seemed to combine the best characteristics of allthose races. Tall, dark, with sharp features and an undeniableintelligence that came through even in the old snapshot. Mick thought,if he had any leanings.