His response had floored her. He had insisted that, due to his proper upbringing, he would never call someone to which he was not properly acquainted ...y their first name. And that was when the war had started. Nobody dared insult her family, which is what John had done when he insinuated that Lizzie didn’t have a proper upbringing. She had kicked his ass that night, getting out her frustration (both sexual and emotional), and showing him and Mikey that she was a fighter. Pulling herself back to. In almost any other situation, to be so brazenly ogled by someone would have me feeling upset; suddenly, maybe because of the condition I had accepted, I only felt arousal by it. I wondered if I would ever become conditioned to it and it would only be as natural as being dressed. I hoped not; I hoped it would always remain arousing. I considered Mark. I leaned back in my chair. My legs had crossed as a self-conscious reaction to the exposure. Mark was very much a geeky-type personality. We never tried anything new but were quite contended with our sexual relationship. Of all things I missed about my ex, I missed sex the most. I stood there staring at the couple exploring each other’s hot bodies. He was massaging one of her breasts with one hand while he was fingering her wet pussy with the other. His mouth was sealed to her other breast and my friend was moaning with pleasure. I started feeling a hot wetness spreading on my panties and slowly undid my pajamas. I slid my hand. " Don't make light of this Bev," sobbed Elizabeth, "my life's a mess." Oh come off it Liz'!" I scolded her unsympathetically, "You're a judgefor God's sake! You're successful and you've got the whole bloody worldbowing and scraping at your feet." The judge thing was to please my parents. I wanted to be a pediatrician.They found out about my lesbianism and warned me not to become a doctor,particularly anything to do with children or women. Law was the next bestoption." Oh not another one," I.