I didn’t think about the subliminal effect. I didn’t realize that the comments were getting to me. ‘Even when I started to get suspicious, I wa... ashamed to say anything. I was afraid of getting into an argument over nothing, and looking foolish. ‘After that, when I was sure that something was going on between you and Heather, it was too late to say anything. I was afraid of what I might find out. As long as I could keep it to just a strong suspicion, I could pretend everything was okay. ‘So. How many people can admit to receiving that kind of loving? How many of us can say we haven’t judged another person at some point? We never judged each other. Nothing else existed unless I wanted it to. My family, my own children and husband… they were all completely secondary to my online love. But still, I met their needs too. I gave my job all my attention and love, I gave my family all my attention and love, and I gave my love everything of myself that I had to give. I held nothing back. Oh. Roaring he got off two shots that shook the other ship dropping it back into normal space. Arming all weapons a fierce smile crossed his features. "I have ten enemy ships approaching! I need some of you on the pulse cannons! I can get some of them though not all!" Skylos shouted. All four of Knights got wicked smiles as they went to the mid-ship junction. Roth went up; Gwayne went down, Gregor left and Thomas right. A moment later they all reported in. "Mid-ship weapons report!" Skylos. Dexter didn't show," she hissed angrily. Then she added, "I tried to call his cell phone ten times and there was no answer."I wanted to leap for joy. However, I caught myself and said, "Well, maybe he just got hung up in traffic." Yeah, right," she said with a slight slur to her voice. "He can walk to the bar from his office. I sat at the bar and drank by myself all night... fending off twenty guys trying to pick me up." I'm so sorry s*s," I said as sincerely as I could muster. I fought to keep.