I know I feel as if I am on display, sort of, but that’s okay, because I actually do that myself with you.’ ‘You’re kidding me! How many times...do you see me and I look disheveled? Those are definitely times I haven’t been in a shower yet, like now, although I’ve shaved and brushed, I still need a shower.’ ‘No fair! That’s not fair Jim. You can’t go around telling secrets like that and not expect me to sit by and wait while you get undressed and torture me, in a matter of speaking, do you?’. ”“They are your parents and you do need to keep up your relationship with your dad for business purposes, if for no other reason.”“I’m sorry I’m acting this way,” she said.“You don’t need to apologize. I love you. I will always love you.”“You’re sure?”“Positive.”She snuggled close and I held her for some time before we got into bed. Instead of making love, we simply snuggled and I fell asleep with her tightly in my arms.December 12, 1992, Chicago, Illinois“You didn’t want to make love last. Evening came when Abhay was to came over.Payal was wearing shorts that showed of her leg,tan legs and tank top.I was wearing jeans and t-shirt.Abhay came and we invited him in.Three of us sat in the living room talking,but I was nervous.I didn’t know how to proceed with this.When we had been with another couple,it was easy.We could talk,that I could shift my focus to the woman of other couple,and payal would shift to the man.Flirting will lead to touching which would lead to kisses.Contact that. She gave me a half-assed smile, bent over to put her backpack down flashing me some cleavage in the process, and settled in for the lecture. She didn't say a word, or do any of her normal tricks during the lecture, much to my surprise (and dismay). At the end of the lecture, she asked me, "Would you be willing to come over and help me study for our next test? I got caught up in something Tuesday and couldn't make it to class." Sure, but our next test isn't for three weeks," once again she had.