To Fi it was like anangels song, thinking of the possibilities for the future. She asked ifthis included the older girl she had seen last night and af...er being toldyes as long as it wasn't in public, sat back in amazement. This was goingto be such fun for her. Poor Katie sat in the back, silently, shame facedat what she had just had to endure and drew cold comfort from the reasonthat it was her own fault for forgetting she was a girl and girls sat touse the loo but she hadn't.As they walked. There are several couples making out on the couches. Then as you look closer you realize that the couples are with different partners than when you met them earlier. You look and see how everyone is wearing a mask and is so friendly… “Huh,” you gasp and slap my arm. “This is a swingers party!” you whisper forcefully. “They are just… friendly.” I smile yet again. ”This place is like Vegas. Nothing that happens here will ever be discussed again. People feel safe here. People let themselves …. " Not a problem," was my response. I really wasn't upset at all. As long as I could reach her by phone within a couple of hours I was fine. I had no idea how she expected me to be, but I really was good with her hanging out with a guy all day and night. Hell I wished it was me.At 5PM Ev called me. "Hey Sylvia how do you feel about living on the other side of the bay." You mean on Jefferson Island?" I asked."No in the mouth of the Tomahawk river. There an old marina there that is up for sale.. I will go back many years and start at an earlier age. For as long as I can remember I have cross dressed, always in private, without my partners or girlfriends knowing, totally in the closet, and when dressed I often practised self bondage, used dildos on myself, especially before wanking. I enjoyed shaving when I could, had the usual purges, it has cost me a fortune over the years. Physically while tall I had always been slimly built and a bit small in the meat and veg department,.