”“I know, but no way I'm staying alone in my room knowing what's going on.”And so that night Cait didn't go to her room. When we said “Good ni...ht” to them she went with me to my room and we just waited and whispered and I had closed the door to the other room and Cait said “Did you peek through the key hole?” and I said “No” and that was true enough and then she said “What did you hear? Tell me about it”. And I told her what I had heard and I made up stuff about what I thought they were doing. They started shutting the systems down. Lee told them she would shut down the valves by initiating the override program for them from engineering as the auto program would take too long.She then rattled off the other systems that she wanted the helm crew to shut down or put into standby mode. Futura was a bloody big ship, and you didn’t just shut things down in a hurry if you wanted it to work again.Lee hit the com code on her minder so she could create an open channel to her team, “Guys,. Caffeine flakes...no, let's fly again."I eased back turned and sat with my back resting against the mattress; hewas dreaming about me. He and I were flying like birds across the top ofthe hay meadow and he must have been telling the dream-me what he wantedfor breakfast. I stood and tiptoed back to the wardrobe, picked up thewhite dress and tulle petticoat and managed to open and close the drawersenough to pick out my bra, panties, stockings and sussies and then tookthem back to the shower and. Halfway through it I got so scared Alstarted holding my hand.Scared at the movies was something I wasn't used too. If Ihad gone to this movie six weeks before I would have justlaugh at the scary parts.Camp Girly was affecting me more than I thought it was. Iwas acting more like a girl everyday without realizing Iwas doing so.When we dropped the boys off. I was even so bold to let Alkiss me good night.That night I dream of being with Al, the rest of my life.---I was awoken for church the next.