We both thanked for Uhuru for making such an effort. We had a great time that night, although I noticed that there were times that Uhuru seemed a litt...e uncomfortable as the experience was very new to him.The following week, it was time to think about getting ready to go to college. Jill and I were attending the same university, but we were not in the same program. Jill was continuing her studies towards a Bachelor in Education and I was working toward an engineering diploma. As we were filling. "He was married," I countered."Yeah ... we talked about his and mine. He was used and abused ... Don't think he's one to dish out the kind of crap he was given..." Dan said."You've eased my mind," I said. "So when are we gonna be able to get the bunch together again?" Oh, gimme a week before I can use my ass to its fullest potential," he said."Oh yeah," I laughed. "Lost a cheek. 50% capacity." Nice," he said. "Tell Tina I said 'Hi' and that I'm sorry she married an asshole." Gotcha, buddy," I. I walked with you arm in arm down the street towards the little trattoria. It was the place where we went on our first date a year ago. The canvas roof was a rusted red colour ruffling as the wind curled it. There was a little bell on the glass and wooden door that jingled as you opened it for me. We looked immaculate. Your hair was combed back, fresh from the shower. You smelled masculine and clean at the same time. Your collared shirt was on point buttoned neatly down the front and tucked. That night though he had confessed he had feelings for me. Despite all the time I had spent lusting after him I freaked, and accused him of only wanting what he couldn’t have. He told me that I was only running away from him because I was too afraid if I so much as touched him I wouldn’t be able to control myself. I ran out of the house that night, and although I had missed him like crazy for months, I made myself stay away. * * * * As I lay in bed, getting more and more turned on by his.