"Pat squeezed my hand even harder as I kept talking as if she wanted toencourage me to let everything out, "You understood already that I'm notgay, on...the contrary I adore women and their world and of course I adorefemale clothes of all kinds."I stopped again to catch my breath and wipe my eyes. For the first timein my life I was able to talk so openly about myself."I don't consider myself transgender and I certainly never had anytendency to go all the way, operation and all that," I said. So now I have all these sissy fantasies and urges that I fear I will never get out of my system… I felt like I should share one here on xhamster to help relieve the tension lol, so here goes… I post another ad on CL looking for doms that are into non-passable pantie boys, and again, it is all guys that think they are dom and want my phone number or address right off the bat. I sit by my computer all night, hoping for a real dom to message me and make me want to serve him. After a while, I. I would have my skirt pulled up and be playing with myself. If they were interested, I'd see what happened from there. Anyway, I thought I'd first walk up and down myself - still in my jogging stuff at that stage, just to see who was there. Also I wanted a pee, so I went to the gate at the end of the lay-by and stood against the hedge pissing.I'd seen a man get out of his car and look at me. I knew he would walk up to see what I was doing. I didn't hurry, so that as he came up to me at the. “Jeffry, you were fucking amazing,” Billy said. “You…, I mean Susie, can play with my cock anytime you want to!”“Thanks, Billy.” Jeffry said. “I really like playing with your dick. It is so much bigger than mine. It’s really cool! I like the way I can make it get hard in my hands. And, I’ve never seen so much cum in my life!” Jeffry’s eyes were wide in amazement. “It was awesome how hard it spurted! I think you could have shot my eye out!” The boys laughed. Jeffry then pretended to get a cum.