Thanksbut unless you can bring Helen back to life I don't think you can erasemy sadness. She was my life, and without her I am incomplete."Ginger che...ed her dinner in silence for a while before speaking again."It's very romantic to have a love that strong. I hope some day someoneloves me that much." I'm sure that's likely. Any man would be lucky to have you. You'reintelligent, sensitive, beautiful, and an excellent cook. This isreally good!" He had nearly cleaned his plate.She blushed at. I know that if I don't have him I may never be satisfied by Mat, but If I do this I may not want Mat after. When he went to the kitchen to get some drinks I followed him. I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist. It felt so good to hold him again. He turned and kissed me. It felt like fire caressing my lips causing me to get lost in the passionate kiss. He stopped suddenly " If we do this, we're doing it right" he said. He took my hand and lead me to the bedroom, that oh so. Being who she was, some guilt set in afterwards about it. While trying to respect her boundaries, I finally convinced her that above all, our friendship would remain intact, that we were helping fill a void in each other’s lives and it was with someone we cared about and respected. We were safe. No drama, no expectations, just the human contact and physical company that people need to remain sane.So we would get together as our busy schedules would allow and enjoy each other’s bodies with an. It's been a long night.Almost hesitantly he reaches over and loosens the red ties, then pulls the bag from her head. She blinks in the light, her hair falling damp with sweat around her face, long dark streaks of runny mascara striping her cheeks, her lipstick smeared. So fucking beautiful, he thinks, fragile as a china doll, her bones dry twigs begging to be broken in his fingers. He takes a deep breath; he's hard again, his cock straining against his zipper."You're a mess, sweetheart." He.