She was so desperate that she could not stop the flow. The bull framed guy stood in front of her so he was getting a full view in the moonlight of he... urinating hard she said he said ‘that it was a lovely sight’. Then she felt the other guy behind her take a grip of her shoulders as his mate knelt down in front of her and eased her knees even further apart. “Oh wow” he said ‘the sexy bitch has stockings but no knickers on’ Even though she was still peeing he slid his large black hand up her. We had to give up our bigger apartment and were assigned to a smaller unit with two bedrooms. Mom and I shared the master's bedroom. She needed the smaller room as her study where she also kept her big safe. Only we and the tenants next door had eccess to the small roof-top garden. One of mom's favourite pastimes was sunbathing on the roof-top, often naked. She had asked the couple nextdoor to check with her before venturing up there. Her other fvourite was to soak in her bathtub while. ’ I nodded trying to think of everything Crystal did for me. ‘When I come home from work she greets me with a kiss. When I go into take my shower every night, my bathrobe is laying on the bed for me with the sheet turned down.’ I looked at Jeff with the question burning in my eyes. ‘Yes Hawk that can be ways that someone can show you they love you.’ ‘Well if that is the case, then I guess I am pretty sure that Crystal loves me.’ I smiled. ‘That’s all that matters then. Whether you are good. I breathed a sigh of relief. What the hell was I thinking? Kissing him was bad enough, but getting caught would have been terrible for us both. Turning slowly I softly closed the door and turned the lock. Alan was on his feet looking completely shaken by our near discovery. That was good as we could not do this here. I walked over to my desk and sat down. Alan… I… I should not have kissed you. I put you at risk by doing that. I do not regret kissing you but for that I am sorry. I said looking.