Do you like it?" Yes, Mistress," I said with a sense of smugness on my face for having addressed her properly. "And besides being 'tweak' you will als... be my sissy slut. You are now a she and not a he. Do you understand?" Yes, Mistress."She caught my sly look and said, "You don't get it yet, but you will. You think you're cute with your laid back attitude and smug posture but all that will change - in fact it is changing as we speak. Turn around and put your hands behind your back." She had. Let it out, and learn how to engage it.Suddenly I realized what was so terrifying about being myself. I was petrified about letting the dominant part of me out. What if they thought I was sick. What if they laughed. Worst of all, what if I hurt somebody? Jesus. That would destroy me.But I was stuck on the horns of a dilemma. I couldn't go back to how I was, that way led nowhere, so I could only go forward, but I didn't know how to make a first step.I was contemplating that when Anna called. I. Yeah! You stick your peepee into my peepee. Wow. She would probably be tighter than Chloe. But I couldnt do it. Rick was a few doors down and should be done his homework any time. Maybe we could do that another time. I should go see how Ricks homework is coming along. I said. Ok.. tomorrow we can do it. She said, disappointed. She then walked over and gave me a tight hug. No one has ever been this nice to me before. She looked up at me and smiled. I love you. I paused, thinking it meant nothing. By the time the deal was done and we were shaking on it, which apparently sealed the bargain, she was looking about ready to explode, or wet herself. Maybe both.Later as we drove away... “You do know what just happened, right?”“Yes Laura, I just bought two horses.”“You really don’t understand, do you... ??”“Yes I do Laura, I just bought two horses.”“No, you just got the deal of the century, that’s what you did... !!”“Huh?”“He thought you were joking... !! The price he offered wasn’t real. Then.