I shivered a bit. I could walk away from all of this, I thought, but for that amazingly endearing and lovely girl on the bed looking at me. It was the...thought of losing her that made me most aware of how much I wanted her: to help her, yes, but also to be there for her, to be good for her, to be with her.I sighed. "Death is the mother of beauty," I said. Lauren looked questioningly at me as I got up from the desk and made sure the door was locked, then killed the light and got into bed, the. He probably won’t even want anything to do with me. He will just hang out with the family when he has to, then when he gets the chance, he will be gone. I couldn’t help but get myself down with the fact that Austin probably has lost all feelings that he used to have towards me, if he even had any at all. I would just have to leave my dreams to be dreams and that is all. But I was determined to change his mind. I had to be hot. I had to be irresistible. I had to be a girl that he would want to. One of them in particular, a thick set lad named Phill, took her fancy. The evening continued normally enough wand my girlfiend proceeded to get drunk. At closing time with everyone going their seperate ways Phill offered my girl a lift home and she accepted innocently. When they got back to hers she invited him in for a coffee. He entered the house and she put the kettle on and went to get changed. When she re-entered the room she was wearing an sexy Police uniform and high heels and was. Another outstanding performance, and entirely unsolicited on my behalf or your mother's. And to salve your conscience, your first mating tonight was entirely at your mother's behest. Such gentlemanly treatment and so romantic a meal aroused her passions; I simply allowed them to overcome her better nature. But I must assume you bought me forth for a reason, not a commentary on your skills. Shall we cut to the chase, my dear boy? What do you desire? As you have seen, there is little I cannot.