That evil bitch Rowena lied about you when she made that dying accusation. You've simply got to start believing in yourself again. And you start as of...now!" I lost my weapons, Paula. There can be no doubt about that!" Because your food and drink had been poisoned, Roberta. You are a very light sleeper. I, who slept so happily by your side for those wonderful weeks know just how light! Nobody could have disarmed you if you had not been deeply drugged. What do you remember of that night?"Very. Looking back at that diary, one would see the writings of a person thatwas on the brink of doing something drastic to remove the pain he (she)felt. Often I would cry myself to sleep because I knew that in themorning I would have to be a boy in every way. Many times I would praythat when I woke up, I would be a girl and all that I had gone thru wasjust a very bad dream. But it never happened.I wanted to be a girl so badly that I would hide magazines for teen agedgirls in my backpack to read. You were such a free-thinker in college." I still am, but in this town to be accepted, I need to be active in thecommunity. Besides, you'll adore Pastor Brian; he's a sweetie."Thus it was that Michael (now as Michelle) was to join Samantha as anactive church lady for the Strawberry Hill First Congregational Church. Michael couldn't believe how feminine Sam had become; once a slender,wiry man, Sam was now more fleshy, with soft, lovely skin. She haddeveloped wide hips, full buttocks, ample. "Deana loved the idea of vacationing in the Bahamas. She sent a quick reply to Ruth affirming that she had gotten the email. Adding, that if everything went as planned, Jeff, and she would be joining them on the cruise.Deana then looked over at the clock, and noted that Jeff would be home in about an hour. She then logged off her computer. Oh God, she had never felt this alive before. For the first time in along time, she felt sexually satisfied. However, many confusing thoughts crossed her.