Iru mulaiyilum nandraaga vaai vaithu urinthu sappinen, amma thalaiyil kai vaithu thadavi koduthaal.Iru mulaiyaiyum naakal naki urinthu suvaithen, pinb... amma pavadaiyai thuki kuthiyai kanbithaal, aval kuthi muzhuvathum mudigalaaga irunthathu, athil kai viralai ootaiyil vittu viral poda aarambithen, amma kuthiyil neer athigamaaga vanthathu.Athu en kaiyil kozha kozhavendru irunthathu, sirithu neram mundru viralai vittu aati vitu en sunniyai amma pundaiyil vittu ooka aarambithen. Haaaaaaaaaaa sunni. "Thank you!" Any time," I said."Not any time," she countered. "But maybe more often than once every few months." Progress!" I sighed. "There is hope for the future." I have to go," she said."I do too." You're not staying for breakfast?" I think not. I think you and he need to have that time together, to make him feel secure," I said."Okay. Thank you." Oh, believe me, it was my pleasure." I know," she said. "You make a girl feel good."Then she got off the bed and went to take care of her son.. I said not to worry and would she like a tea or coffee, she said no thanks and just asked for a glass of chilled water. So we sat, she explained that she too was a tutor and she was taking a dance class, I let her explain and carry on a bit about the lesson and this seemed to relax her nicely. The more we chatted the more her eyes caught my attention, they were vibrant green in colour, mischievous and they seemed to light up when she got excited about when she spoke about what she had done in. I myself don't know how it happened, but sometimes I actually miss Mr. Toyo's treatment of me. I have tried many times to dismiss that feeling, but it always appeared in my mind. Sometimes I even desire it more and more! Crazy right?And indeed, when one afternoon my mother was out of town and Mr. Toyo was leaving me again, I did not refuse her. When he was on top of my naked body, I actually enjoyed and balanced it with enthusiasm. Apparently what Pak Toyo did to me had become a kind of opium.