We reached Adyar and called oliviya she shouted from opposite side calling my name !Wow! Whatagirl she was. She came in a red top with tight boobs and...exposing a small hip with a small knee length jeans! She was just looking stunning. Swetha commented on me. Arun u will forget me now I sad.I said swetha babie you are mine always. She is also with us and you both will be treated equally.I went near oliviya and she just gave me a tight hug on the road and she was holding my hand so tight! Then I. I felt so good, and surprisingly completely unashamed. I really had worried that once I did it, my fantasies would fall away and disintegrate into a morass of self loathing (this was 1974, after all).I felt good. I felt liberated. I felt this huge cock in my ass fucking me like I had always fucked women, and yet I didn't feel like a woman. I felt like a man, a 'real' man. A man not afraid to experience life, to take my pleasures as I will.I snapped out of my reverie and kissed Gary. I pulled. It was a body just like Beth’s. ‘Beth?’ I whispered. ‘Is that you? Oh, God, I’ve missed you.’ I pulled her to me until I could smell her hair. The same clean smell of Beth’s hair I remembered so well. My arms were squeezing her tight against me. With my face in her hair, all I could do was cry. ‘Hush,’ she whispered back, ‘everything’s OK. I’m here with you.’ Then she kissed me. All the pain and loneliness poured out of me and for the first time in over a year I felt completely whole. She ran. "Are those edamame?" she asked."Yes, but they're all dry now and need to be soaked or steamed." I picked a bunch of beans for her.I found myself in the unusual position of sitting on the audience side of the counter while I watched the three girls prepare food. I had one large wok and they'd brought three slightly smaller ones with them. They squealed over the oven and the huge stovetop. I think they opened every single cabinet, the refrigerator, and the freezer. When Dolly started to wash.