(at the risk of sounding conceited, I was very good at cybering and I made a lot of girls cum in my cyber career). But once they had an orgasm, they d...dn’t want to have anything to do with me, until maybe the next time they felt horny. They would not answer any emails, ‘Private messages’ or Instant Messages. Again — I was missing was the ‘heart’, missing the romance and missing the relationship that would enhance my masturbations and orgasms. I stopped the cybersex a few months ago.. And I. ...After the excitement of last night, our visit to the UN was anti-climactic. Although tensions were very high, there were no problems. We did, however, notice an increase in Federal Agents, and one of them, from the US Marshall’s Office, mentioned to Anna and Louisa that the three attackers that came through the window had been identified and that the information had already been shared with the Prince of Monaco.In fact, probably the most excitement of the whole visit occurred in the UN. I knew if he didn’t, he’d kill half the people he come across, if they ever made him mad.“Sam and Gladys told me later that he told Mary he’d try to come back for her one day, but for her not to wait too long. I reckon she was filled with hope that he would, and the rest of us were too. When he came back with his sister Rose to marry your Momma, it was like all our prayers had been answered.“I knew right then why God had put me on this earth. It was to help one boy become a man. My job was. “I’m not leaving,” She announced.“I’m not going anywhere,” Suzi seconded. It was silent for a few minutes. Renée looked to Connie but the black cheerleader was unwaveringly strong. Hannah’s fingers drummed on the table.“We have to be here for Zoë,” Xiomara rubbed my arm, “She’s coming home.”“What if Pat comes back?” Hannah asked.“This is our home,” I tried reinforcing Xiomara’s point but I didn’t believe it, “I want her here.”“You’re just greedy,” Hannah pouted.I looked around the room. I had.