I need some space and time to think about what I want for myself. Matt will be off to college in the not-too-distant future, and Jess won't be far beh...nd. I'll be forty this December. Half my life is gone and I want to be sure that whatever I decide, I'll be satisfied and happy with it."I'd been staring out the side window as I talked, but I turned and looked at Ali. I saw tracks of tears on her cheeks. I didn't know what to do about that. Should I tell her not to worry? Should I tell her that. Tommy and I just filled in when neither of them, nor Gerome wanted to make the run. It was a very informal operation.Tommy and I spent our time vetting the customers, and being the face of the company when a face was necessary. Like what happened shortly after the first of the new year.The head nurse at the cancer clinic was Marge Purple, yes like the color. I figured that once upon a time, she had decided to change her name from something even worse.Marge was on the sunny side of fifty, but. ” She was still in her bra and jean skirt and she was shaking. “What’s wrong baby?” I asked. She screamed, “Absolutely nothing, baby! Absolutely nothing, I am going to fulfill one of my fantasies tonight, both Marcus and Chris will be with me tonight!” “A threesome?” I asked. “Yes a fucking threesome,” she shouted, “I am going to have them both!” “Lucky bastards,” I said as I kissed her and squeezed her ass again. “Oh my God, I am so excited,” she replied, “I am going to have two dicks instead. I opened the door to my yellow and white art deco apartment to let Ala in. ‘Help yourself to the fridge, I’m going to change,’ I said. This being a studio, the bedroom and living area was separated by partition that only went up halfway. Though it was small, the bedroom could still fit a queen-sized bed and that was all that really mattered. I yanked off my training top and was surprised to find Ala staring over the other side. A decade of professional soccer had given me a hard lean body and a.