It was as if she was torn from the chain. I seriously didn't expect such a crazy start to the evening, neither did Jen, who had to join me on the four... after taking a breather, and in between we were kissing Lennie with our feet. When everything was cleaned up, she allowed us to go eat and she went to the shower. She came back in a latex outfit with a long drum and two handcuffs in her hand. It was clear to us that we would be fucked really hard tonight, and Lennie had been planning this. I figured that I wouldn’t even think about it until the middle of my junior year.”“You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to.”“I’ll do it, but I’m making no promises. It could go either way. I could love it or come to hate it and if it is the later I don’t want you holding it against me if I bail out on you.”“No problem there son. It wouldn’t work if you really didn’t want to be there.”It caught me totally by surprise when he called me son and for a second or two I didn’t know what to say,. Instead of using her credit card, she walked inside and stood in line to pre-pay.She had forgotten, or perhaps subconsciously she hadn’t, how many working-class men stopped for morning coffee at the gas station. Several work crews were in the station when she went inside and nearly every head turned. She could see men nudging their friends, who would also look her way. Unlike business professionals, these men made would blatantly stare instead of trying to sneak quick glances. She noticed how. Even that slight increase of pressure draws a sound from you, somewhere between a faint gasp and a hiss, the sound like veiled consent as your mouth pulls away for a moment. I feel hot breath coat my face as your head gestures towards your bed. The rest of our clothes are lost along the way, a pile twined as naturally together as you and I always are when we have these stolen moments all to ourselves. Our own little pocket of the universe where we will never judge one another for what we crave..