You would be free to pursue whatever you like." As soon as she said the words, she saw the look on his face and realized her error."I don't think so C...aire. You should find someone more suited to the kind of life you have. I'll go back to my land, my men, and my cattle. They don't expect more from me than I can give." I'd like a little of your time, Timothy. I'll see you later, after you close the shop."Timothy shook his head, not bothering to answer her. She was going to do what she wanted. It. The last few weeks had been a rollercoaster of emotions I was barelyprepared to process now, let alone in those moments then. My mindfluctuated so hard every day between loving my new clothes and wanting tokeep going and accept my feminized persona and be Lily with Erin all thetime, and hating what I had become, wanting it only to be over andregretting that I ever had to be chosen in the first place. I loved mynew clothes and I loved Erin, but I was ashamed to love them like I didand I was. So i planned to get her tonight. ten i started doing nasty things wen she went to take bath i saw her through the key hole wat a seen tat was she she started putting soap to her boobs for abt 15 mins, aft tat she started to finger fuck her self. After tat hat day was gone by thinking about her and masturbating myself. Now the night coming at some 10 we haded our dinner after dinner we used to talk while talking i talked abt sex . she refused to talk then i told abt my intension to have sex with. A piece of paper fluttered out and fell to the ground. She saw that it was a cheque, and one for quite a lot of money - two hundred thousand pounds, in fact! HOW MUCH!! But - she was getting used to surprises by now, and took this latest in a long line totally in her stride. She read the letter."Dear Miss Harmsworth,"Owing to the unexpected and phenomenal success of our little cinematic endeavour, I am able to enclose your share of the financial windfall that this success has brought us.