.." ... and then you died..."They killed my One True Love and a big part of me..."We sat silently for a long time, while Beth Ann processed the bomb I...just dropped on her."You mean Brian and I – you and me, but you as Brian - not you as you, but you as Brian, and me, had a love affair???" She contemplated that info, far away in her head, someplace I wasn't invited. The best thing to do was sit tight and let her work through all the permutations of her "other" life and see what she thinks when. I never saw another guys cock before and I guess I was interested. He didn't see me or hear me come in and was just going at it. Guess cause he was close to coming cause when I got over there his eyes where closed and he was breathing hard. So I found a spot were I could see him and the movie and started to play with myself. I was mildly hard already with seeing him and the movie, it didn't take long for me to get really hard and ready to cum. With his breathing and watching his cock, which was. Knocking back my own first taste of his cheap domestic, I had to remind myself that he had been going without for three years after Mom’s passing, so even a joking boast like that might be taken the wrong way ... I had to be careful navigating this newfound openness in our relationship.“Yeah, it wasn’t bad,” I replied toning down my initial response. “I’m sure all married couples play out that fantasy, huh?” Then I gave him an opening to share his own experience in that department, even if,. We sat in silence for a couple of minutes, while I ate some more and took a large swig of my beer. Then, after putting my plate on the floor, I put my arm through Tommy’s and rested my head on his shoulder.“Honestly? I don’t have a clue what to say. You know that I enjoyed this morning, physically. I did psychologically too. With all that enjoyment came a wave of guilt, hush, worry and confusion. I think the guilt of using you has passed.” Tommy put his hand on my thigh and gave it a.