I looked up at him as he regained his breath, I am not totally sure how coherent he was but he seemed happy, “Damn Frank, that was so good” he sai..., “You sure you never done that before” and I just giggled,“Nah, it was beginners luck, plus that’s what friends are for isn’t it?” I said smiling, it seems I have made a damn good friend, we are like brothers from a different mother.“Be right back” he said as he left the room. “Best go check on Jen” he said as he climbed up the stairs, I just lay. I couldhardly go back to being a man in his 30s after; despite my currentphysical reality it wouldn't be right. Just another experience I am aboutto deny Emma.I find I am checking myself out in the mirror more often, and in less andless clothes. I think I used to be frightened about how I would react toEmma's body, now it is feeling more a part of me I worry less. I dowonder what it is that the staring boys are looking at? How does my bodymatch up to others? The boobs are a little small, but. The worst was the constant feeling of not knowing if Mistress bothered towatch me live or checked the recorded material or notAfter the exercise I was to kneel before the cctv camera, repeating hermantra, 100 times out loudThen back n to the cage again with the white painted cell like room, foran other unknown time, Mistress could set the cage to open after oneminute or 10 hours I would never know almost crying of despair andboredom, not daring to refuse or challenge her..Time in the cage. Just when I was thinking of calling it a day, through the audio link, I heard a door slam.Pressing record on my system, I watched with more interest and the hope that he was a one-minute wonder if he was up to no good so I could go home. No such luck, or wow what luck depending on your point of view.This guy was handsome and having trailed him already, I knew that he would be in my fantasies, at least until the next one came along. But the girl that followed him into the room was absolutely.