It’s not important.” “I love you unconditionally. I want to make you happy. I just wish you could try this with me.” “Absolutely not.” He ...rowned. “Babe, you’ve seen for yourself how intensely rough I get. There’s no way in hell I’m going to use you like that.” “It wouldn’t be using. You love me.” Jay gently moved my hand away and threw his legs over the edge of the bed to sit up. He hung his head down and released a defeated sigh. “I wish I wasn’t like this. I wish I didn’t have these desires.. They're neither professional nor unprofessional." She looked at the girl very carefully and then slowly shook her head. "Ginny, you are a first. Look, I'm a pro. I've done nude scenes. I've faked lovemaking with a full film crew watching. Where people are concerned, I see things most people don't. But you baffle me. I think you're a beautiful — and very sexy — girl. But I'm not sure. You do the best job — in fact, a nearly perfect job — of hiding it. Why?" Because I want to be respected for my. ” “He never said a word to me.” “Is that true? I thought if he was going to tell anyone, it would be you.” “I swear. It’s the first I’ve heard about it. What a twat. If you knew, why didn’t you say anything?” “I did. He explained it away and I wanted to believe him, but he slipped up once and I knew he had, and he knew I knew.” “Shit Jane. I’m so sorry.” I could see she was upset. Her eyes were welling up with tears. “Thanks, it’s not your fault.” We sat for a while longer, just lost in. He’s a great dog, but when he was a puppy he used to eat everything. We all hated it when he did that, because Jess took the brunt of it, not Teddie.’ Lauren turned a pointed look at the lone woman, her head shaking at the memories of all the punishments Jess had taken for that dog. Jack wondered, not for the first time, how much Jessie really hid under that tough exterior, how much pain she’d suffered though without letting it destroy her. ‘So now that you’re all out, what happens?’ ‘We.