But of course I could see the point. ‘But you both have the 3 month honeymoon so don’t worry much about it for now. And by the way, the honeymoon ...oesn’t cover lez events for us girls. So Caitie you’ll still be part of those – at least if and when Barney wants that. But Jevon decided that to avoid any stress in the honeymoon period Liz will not take part in them. John here has graciously offered up Kim and Janice to continue your lez training for the time being.’ John let out a belly laugh and. I always want to wander, though. Down to the small of your back near the waistband of your pajama pants and higher up, under your shirt, where your shoulder becomes the soft recess of your collarbone. I want you to know how much I adore every curve, every expanse of skin. I glide along, embedding every pore with heat from the friction I'm mapping your form with. I feel the tangles of your muscles relaxing beneath my touch, your body craving more as you wake up. You know what moves to telegraph,. In fact, all of our employees have gone home for the weekend except for you and I so, no harm done. Just don’t do it again.’ ‘I won’t, sir’ I said shaking my head vehemently. He looked at me-really looked right into my eyes and smiled. He had big, blue eyes and a little scruff on his face. It wasn’t the first time I’d noticed that he was kind of hot, but there was something different in the air this time. ‘Is everything alright, April?’ he asked. ‘This just seems out of character for you.’. It's all so confusing... I love both of you and want what both of you offer me. I don't want to hurt either of you and I don't want to feel like I am cheating on you. What do I do Alex? What do I do?" she said.Porsche seemed to be genuinely worried over this and I felt kinda sorry for her. I didn't want to hurt anyone either but I knew about the needs a person has and I knew that if I didn't fill them she would eventually find someone who could. Sexual need is a very powerful drive and not one.