"I really think that what happened with Melissa, my first wife, was what caused me to become so jaded about relationships later on," I theorized. "I w...s young, and I was actually very idealistic at that stage. I was working ridiculously long hours. Melissa had a tendency to be impulsive. Looking back at it now, there were red flags. But I didn't see them; I was naive enough to believe that we were forever. When she told me one day that she was leaving me, I was blindsided. It had a huge effect. Na janey mey kion khush na thakon si who cheez thi jo Mahesh ko khush rakhey hoye thi aur mey chahney key bawajod khushi nahi mehsos ker raha thaaur doston bhut baad mey mey ney jana us cheez ka naam tha “Mohabbat”.. Ji haan yeh meri tooti hoi mohabbat thi jo mujhey is ghinaoney kaam sey rok rahi thi..akhir Raat aa hi gai..Mahesh key mobile ka buzzer bola..Us Ney baat ki aur mujjhey ishara kerta uth khara huaus ney whisky ki 2 bottles saath ley lin..Aur hum gher rawana hoye..Khel shroo hpo raha. Now he’s sitting there wearing socks, shoes & boxer briefs. The damnedest thing happens next, I begin to lose every fucking game after this. It took me a couple of years to figure out that…..That sneaky bastard hustled me! Now I’m sitting there with a pillow over my crotch to hide me embarrassment and Cousin Greg laughing his sick ass off at me. “What happened cuz, you were doing good!” he said with sarcasm. “Since you don’t have anything left to take off, you got any money?” ”No.” ”Alright. This one is good for beginners as the shaft isn’t too thick.” She said pointing to a pink one. She ended up buying a rabbit vibrator. She wasn’t sure of it’s exact specifications and as she walked back to work she wondered if it included batteries. The girl in the shop, she was called Rachel, had almost certainly told her but she had felt so embarrassed in the sex shop that she could hardly remember anything of what she had been told. As she left the shop she had carefully kept it concealed in.