Sensing I was getting jittery she asked me to relax and give her a fewminutes to find something.I waited and she returned with several bras.We tried t...e first. She adjusted the straps and positioned the bandingcorrectly."There's a fault on the strap. But if you like this one I'll findanother."I told her I did. I admired it in the mirror for a few seconds longer andthen removed it, easily unhooking the clasps behind my back. I realised Iwas showing off, wanted to impress her."Done that before?". We all do it to him. We are very lucky he is tolerant. I have learned from my Filipina friends that many men would not put up with it at all. It is the cause of many fights in the homes of others. I think Jake's bottom line is, if he can trust us and there are no dishonest actions, we are completely free to do as we like (with the limitation that there are always limits on children because they are children and for no other reason). Jake once told me that no man can require a woman to be good,. He never did such a thing again. Why?By this time I was secretly cross dressing. I kept my girlie clothes ina biscuit tin in a hidy-hole in the gardener's potting shed, and afterschool I could sneak in there and dress up. It was better than nothing.Once as I was dressed in stockings, knickers, bra and slip, thehousemaids came to get potatoes that were stored there and I hid behinda stack of tools thinking that I should be discovered. One said to theother, 'It's creepy in here (it was dusk), I. Her pants were see-through and she had on striped underwear. I thought she was auditioning to be a backup dancer or something. You know how it is. I’m a typical boy.”Liz laughed aloud.“So, she thought because you were looking at another woman’s butt that she had the right to say ... that?” she asked.“There was a little more to it,” I said. “She didn’t want to deal with me. I think she felt watching me walk around like a dumbass was below her skill level. She’s probably right.”“I can’t stand.